plastered

off to get drunk again
I’ll come home stumbling  
gettin off on the numbing
nectar that is gold and bubbling  
need to forget my woes
and dance like a twinkle toes
bros are grabbin hoes
but i never seem to get myself one of those
I try and approach
but i start to choke
on froth bubbles in my throat
I throw up a “alright love” then go
ooooonnn to the next bar
grab another jar
cause I’m far from getting myself barred
my behaviour gets rowdy
no compromising
I unleash the beast  
when i drink, so why you tryin
to cover up your drunken-ness?
I don’t get facades 
acting like that is, how you get got
cause mos def will tell you
even if your hand is mad hot
gambling is definitely a way to get got
so STOP
and live your life honest
I’m pon the liquor bottle till I make myself vomit 
try and spit a homage
but I can’t even function
i love making self afflicted brain cell deductions
puff puff POW
gimmie your cigarette NOW!
wow, the nicotine is rushin through my whole
wild
style, mind
graffiti on the walls around my home town
is gettin to me now
I’ve had enough
had enough
I’ve fuckin had enough of you
i guess I need to prove
to myself that i am over you
but I guess I’m not
when i’m getting clocked
drinking like a fiend  
when it’s only twelve o clock
I didn’t know what i got
until I fuckin lost it
but its my own fault kid
my mind is distorted
and made me push her away
into the background
and now I’m here!
come look at me!
a sorry piece of trash lying on the high street
legs spread akimbo
drunk like dumbo
weeping like a widow
under top shops window
you’ll never know how much I miss you
but that’s because you’ll never ask
fuck you