Tom Board

Ah, so you have found someone else already
and it is who i think it is
I hope he can treat you better
I don’t know him well
but he’s like me
but with parts of you too
I’ve seen you trading songs with each other
he likes music like i do
He shows you boiler room mixes
I would have shown you them too
(not to be arrogant but better ones too)
I really want to fucking move on
seriously
But I have a tough time taking other girls seriously
I just don’t look at them the same
as i looked at you

But from what I’ve seen you’re happy now
and I guess out of all my bitterness
that is one thing i always wanted for you
I guess now, I just feel jealous
I couldn’t do that for you

and i guess now you hate me
which is fine
in fact it might help
me get over the fact
I love you

It makes me fucking upset though

One thing I noticed however, is that he bought you flowers
one (albeit weird) piece of gratification I can take away from that gesture is that
I took a whole day to pick and arrange flowers myself
for you
I ran, for you
in the middle of the night
I cared for you like none other
 

will he do that for you?